Saturday, May 8, 2010

Tsk..how dumb can i get?..

I cnt even understand my dear's feelings nor hw stress she is..
i noe.. i sux in relationship.. wen the start of relationship..i am so caring
and loving ..bt halfway thr.. i also sux.. i always get lost.. and i always cnt seem to
make my stead happy..onli wen i am wif her..side by side..onli at tat point in
time..i can make her smile..

But wad is this..a gd relationship feelings should nt be like tis..it should be ..
wen the i am nt wif her.. i should make her happy as how she is wen she is wif me..
bt.. i always tried and tried..bt i cnt seem to get it right..
Why am i so dumb?..my current stead is already my last romance ..
[means no mre stead after tis ]
and i cnt seem to get it right D: .. why am i not fit to love ppl.. D: i juz ned some1 ..
some1 to be wif me.. to care for me.. and i found e person which is leow yuting..
she always makes mi smile and happy..bt i cnt seem to return e favour to her D:
I noe dear.. its nt my fault..bt .. in my heart.. i hab been keeping tis thought..
and its juz getting heavier..and i cnt take it anymre..so i hab no choice bt to say it out..

I juz wan a nice and smooth relationship .. i am veri happy wif my dear liao..its juz
tat..i dunno how to make her smile wen she is stressful or sad..
i am a boy..bt yet..as i post..i cried..because.. i cnt realli lose her..
i ned her .. to be in my life.. to always be beside mi..

All i cn do now.. is to keep trying and trying till i get her to hab a real smile..
now..we both are veri veri stressful due to exams.. and inside her..
i noe she is crying..and she neds mi ..
To be honest..my heart is veri heavy..bt yet. i keep going..i didnt break down and
cry..cos .. i nv eva eva let her go.. i gotta keep trying..her love keeps my heart from
dying..and now..i hab to keep trying..to keep her heart alive 2..

I noe..my words arent tat good..bt .. i juz want u to understand..even though i cnt make u
smile..i will nv gib up..even if the worse thing happen..i'll always be thr for u..to always
take care of u no matter wad..This post may hab no replies..i dun mind..i juz wan dear to
read tis and understand it..

I hope my words did meant abit in ur heart..
i'll always love u 4eva and eva..
i'll nv eva evagonna let u go..
and i will keep e promises i made to u =]

Okays.i end post le..
*praying tat my dear will forgib mi for all e sins i did*
muacks! sry tat i am so dumb.. to nt understand u tat much..realli sry..
>.<

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